So yes... No journal entries in a while and I am sorry to those who know me...

Well, as always I'll start with the boring stuff that is happening in my life then I will give you a bit of updates of what I'm up to.

So... Boring first:

Like every Artist's, Author's, Guitarist's... (Shall I go on?) life, mine is really bad right now.

My mom and dad have been fighting a whole lot lately, which equals my dad sleeping on the couch and both of them yelling upstairs at night. Me of course I just plug my headphones in my ears or turn up my guitar. But my little brother of course doesn't do that... I usually find him sitting downstairs huddled up on the couch with tears streaming down his face. I try to comfort him but I don't know really what to do... He takes it to heart when they're fighting... Every, single last time they do it. It's not affecting me as much cause I know how to zone it out and I've lived with it the past several years. But I don't know if my brother can take much more of it...

I've pretty much been cut-off from the world. My mom doesn't trust me anymore for some odd reason. I can't hang out with anyone, I can't be with any girls. The only thing is right now is my cell, texting is pretty much all I can do... Maybe call up someone rarely if I'm out of ear-shot. But that's about it. (I am actually sneaking on to write you all this)

Being said, I can't play with my band anymore. Even if I could, that doesn't mean they would. It's pretty much gone to hell with them. They all got in a fight about one's girl friend saying the other made out with her. Me personally, I know he wouldn't touch her (hah, she wishes). Come on, the girl's a fucking slut for christ. (dumbass love no?) And the idiot friend of mine is to blind to see it. Oh yes, there is a whole lot other things involved but I don't think I'll go to it...

~Good stuff and updates~:

All this free time though, gives me time to sit back, write some songs, and of course draw what ever the hell I see fit. I would of course be posting some up here, in fact I got a scanner, but again (quote) "cut of from the world". So, yes I am sorry I am not active but I rarely get access to the computer at home. And my parent's took my labtop (which means no digital work either).

I have also been designing a game with a game designer I got by talking the company that made it letting me use it for free. (with stuff in their favor of course) Which I am still working on (and would be) if my parents didn't take away my labtop. It's mostly done, though I still need a few tweeks. Wish I had a better graphic thing to work with though... Their's is kind of crappy but the game designing slot is awesome.

I have been also working on (cough) erotic story shit lately that has earned me some money here in there. (YAY FOR PERVERTS, told you they come in handy) Of course I usually stick to furrys, and most of my stuff is of course Furry stuff. Though I don't mind doing other stuff when it counts as extra. (I don't do requests except to friends, -.- ) But again, most of my stories don't include any of these, and again I only have a few made of that nature period, until my buyer gets bored with it.

So, on the upside of everything. My life is pretty steady in my reach. I have access to my guitar, art book and pencils, cell phone, and bike. That's all I need to really live my life right now and I'm happy that I have them.

So, there you have it, my life up to current. I considerably happy for what I have, though at times it crashes down on me like a ton of wieghts... Any questions or anything just leave a message and I'll reply next time I get access. And I should be able to post a few more lyrics for some of my songs if I have enough time next time.

Cheers mates,
~Black